(Note: If you are new to my site and work, reading my old bio first may help you understand what follows.)
My dear friends and associates –
I’m writing to let you know about a transformation that I will be making in my life and plurk (play+work), beginning January 1, 2012.
Whether you’re new to what I do, or have been around since the beginning, you may have noticed the banner of our website at CosmicLaugh.com -- it reads: Carol Steinel & Carruch: Transmitting a Template of Conscious Integration.
That’s more than simply a tagline to me -- since I began interacting with Carruch in 1991, I have known that our ultimate goal was complete integration of my “oversoul” (Carruch) into my physical incarnation (Carol).
Over the past two decades, I have moved toward that goal – sometimes steadily and willingly, sometimes haltingly and in resistance. Many of you may have heard me speak about this process over the years. I’ve sometimes struggled with what this might mean for me – I was once even told by another psychic that such an integration was “impossible” (and l can admit that when I heard that, I actually felt a little wave of relief -- thinking “Phew! I’m off the hook!”).
None of that ever stopped the knowing I had, deep in my gut, that this integration was precisely what I’d come to Earth to do.
At times, when I felt resistance to the thought of full integration, I thought that I was dragging my feet, being spiritually lazy, or avoiding my life purpose -- but now, as I look back and see how my life has changed (and how I have changed) in the years since I first began interfacing consciously with Carruch, I realize that I’ve been like a spiritual athlete – training -- gaining strength and capacity to enter the big event.
And now, standing at the cusp of the year 2012, I know with certainty -- it’s time.
In the December 2011, Carruch presented us with a ReCognition transmission which explained why it was so important for us to bring our lives into alignment with Cosmic Law during this period of rapid, species-wide evolution.
In the final weekly segment of the Integrator level of that teaching, he challenged each participant to truly take up their role as a living example of such alignment, and “try it on” during the final week of the 2011. If we found that we enjoyed and were expanded by this experiment, he encouraged us to make a single resolution as we entered the year 2012:
I resolve to live my life in conscious service to the Light, in alignment with Cosmic Law.
He invited us to try out being a “luminary” – an incarnate example of what it is to live in this way – to become individuals who serve ourselves and the greater whole simultaneously.
I knew immediately that, for me, this would mean jumping into my own “big event” -- full integration with Carruch.
I realized, too, that this would change pretty much everything about my experience of reality -- and quite honestly, that feels a bit daunting – but I still know that it’s time.
I believe that we, as humans, are standing at the brink of an astounding spiritual evolution. I’m ready to make the leap over the edge, honoring all those who have stumbled or flown into the transformation before me, and inviting all those who find themselves at the threshold to join me when they are ready.
So, you might wonder: “Full integration with your oversoul -- what does that even look like?”
Believe me -- I have the same question (and plenty of others)! I’ve been spending time in meditation and channeling sessions with Carruch and other of my guides to catch glimpses of the “how” of this, and have been playing with the many techniques we teach to envision and create this shift as I want to experience it.
From this exploration, I already know a few of the shifts which will be involved.
I have had a life-long fascination (and often, frustration) with how my society deals with dis-integration, exchange, and time.
I’ve come to realize that my interest in these areas (and my personal “struggles” with them) existed precisely because I incarnated to help initiate paradigm shifts in these arenas.
Beginning January 1, 2012 I will be utilizing all that I have learned and discovered to assist in making the leap to new approaches in the following areas:
Paradigm Shift #1: Oversoul/Incarnate Integration
As of January 1, 2012, I will begin living full-time in an integrated state with Carruch. Those of you who have attended classes (Master’s Courses, etc.) where I have chosen to “teach integrated” will have some taste of what this is like (although our level of integration has definitely deepened since that time, and has become more a part of my daily life).
One likely result of this will be that the “goofy little accent” will not be making an appearance in future transmissions from us. Carruch has always said that his accent was a side-effect of our dis-integration.
Since we will no longer be processing language as we needed to in the past (Carruch interfaced with separate-entity Carol’s modern English by relying on a past-life interface wherein the soul now known as Carol spoke English, Czech, and German), there will be no “translation” step required.
We realize that there are some for whom this may feel like a “loss” (we will miss it, too, in some ways). We’ve often noted that there have been participants who could hear precisely the same message from Carol and Carruch in their separated states, but who had completely different responses to that message, depending on who was speaking. Sometimes, they seemed to weight Carruch’s authority as an etheric entity, or Carol’s experience as an incarnate, more heavily.
At the same time, we realize that there may be some who will be more comfortable without the device of Carruch expressing as a separate (channeled) entity, and for whom the information will become more accessible in our integrated presentation.
Another likely result of full integration will be that there is no longer a split between the “metaphysical overview” type of information (usually provided by Carruch in the separated state) and the “straight-up psychic” material (usually provided by Carol). Instead, these views will be interwoven (which we believe reflects their true nature more closely).
We anticipate that all of this will result in a richer and more energy-efficient transmission of the things we want to share with you.
(Note: If you’ve purchased a gift certificate for a session under the expectation of having a reading or mentoring in the old pre-integration format of Carruch and Carol as separate beings, you can still redeem for this type of service – you simply need to let us know prior to your session that this is what you desire.)
Paradigm Shift #2: Evolutionary Exchange Structures
It’s quite clear to me that one of the primary evolutions that we are currently engaged in as a species is that of re-forming our concepts and structures of exchange. I’ve spent many hours meditating and writing about what I want in a new system of exchange, and will be revealing this system as it becomes fully clarified and I begin to implement it.
One thing that I am clear about now is that I will be moving from the old system of “I set value/price, and that’s the price you pay” to a system where those who seek exchange from me have a vital and active role in determining the value of what I have to offer for themselves.
I’ve been writing and thinking and feeling much about this particular paradigm shift over the past months, and will be regularly bringing my insights to my blog and my site in coming weeks.
Paradigm Shift #3: Organic Time
Over the past twenty years, I have consciously chosen to structure my life more and more to contain as much “organic time” as possible. It’s been my experience that this supports increasing levels of spontaneity and creativity in me, and fosters a greater level of availability to be “in the right place at the right time” in terms of bringing what I have to offer.
I have a deep desire to share with others what I have discovered (and am still discovering) about the profound liberation available when we begin to see time as a limitless expanse in which to play, rather than a limited commodity which we must eke out.
I will be experimenting with (and offering a variety of options for others to experiment with) how I manage what I used to call “scheduling”.
As I consider how to implement truly evolutionary and paradigm-shifting structures in these areas, I am relying on the principles of integrative evolution, rather than burn-it-down-and-start-over revolution. This means that I am examining existing structures and systems to see which aspects of them are truly sustainable, effective, and expansive, and which parts call out for transformation.
In coming days, weeks and months, our website will be changing to reflect these transformations.
I’m stepping into this adventure, and if it sounds exciting and expansive to you, I invite you to join me.
I welcome your feedback, questions, and responses, and I wish you fulfillment, bliss, and expansion as you step into 2012.
Much Light to You,